Missing The Kids

I am so missing having the kids with me. The month of June was great and kind of spoiled me to seeing the kids on a regular basis, now I am just sitting here waiting for August to hurry up. I have two more weeks. I try to call them but cannot get through sometimes which irritates me. So much for not putting restrictions or limitations on my access. The Fair strrts tomorrow so I know the kids will be busy doing that everyday for the next week, I was hoping to reach them beforehand. I do not plan on going to that fair it is very rare of an occasion that I do go. Mainly it is if I have to take someone I take care of. I do not enjoy being in crowds like that and everytime I go I have to see an EX, either mine or Mark's and the dirty looks just get old. If mark's happens to make a comment, there isn't much to stop me from knocking the fat cow on her ass. I have to work overnight shifts on the best days to go anyway so ther is no point in going for something I would not enjoy anyway.