Monday, March 2, 2009

Baby Gone- In Process

My luck as usual is bad and has struck again. Friday I went to the hospital because everytime I pee i would have a discharge within minutes of peeing and I was in moderate pain. They said i should take it easy and that my cervix was closed so that was good. I ended up back at the hospital 7 hours later because i had more pain and bleeding had started. They said I was miscarrying. I ended up back at the hospital again for the second time on saturday which they had already done an ultrasound and said all tissue was gone and hcg level had dropped. Well that emergency room doctor was a quack and the third doctor said the miscarriage had really just begun. The fetus had not passed and that is why my pain level had tripled. He completed cultures and more blood and urine esting, gave me pain medicine and said I should go home directly to bed and rest and not move around too much. Well today is the third day of bleeding and I have yet to pass the fetus. Bleeding has increased and pain is still extreme. I have had a miscarriage before and the pain was not this bad and it took nine days to pass the fetus then. Both jesse and I are very disappointed. I told him that they say no sex for three weeks because I am very fertile right now so I told him I want to at least try to have a baby with him. When the bleeding stops I will rape him. I am going to at least try. I want to have a baby with him and obviously having my tubes cut and tied don't stop me from getting pregnant i just need to take it easy.

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