Suffering won't end

I just don't know what to do with myself. I am not to be lifting more than a gallon of milk, I can not do house chores, I can drive on highway with m inimum pain until i hit bumps or drive for too long- but in town it all hurt bad because I live in a river town that they don't care about their roads so we don't have a road but the highway going through without bumps (craters they are more than minor bumps in the rd). They said the general anesthesia would take couple days to get out of my system, it is still there after 4 days today and my shoulder and neck keep feeling the pain of it moving up and down through my body but not exiting. I am still in hell. I have never gone through so much pain and had to continue to suffer afterwards too. I am miserable and I feel like I am just in the way. I can't get comfortable in bed or in a chair. I can't wait to get these staples out so they stop poking me every time I move. They are irritating in themselves. I want relief. I just have no way of getting it. I am taking pain medicine like it is candy every 4-6 hrs and it only helps for short time and then I have to suffer until I am allowed another dose.
The kids start spring break in Hannibal on Tuesday the tenth and I got to go pick them up. I have no clue what I will do with them with all of these restrictions. I hope to be able to at least walk better by then. They complain when then come and don't get to do much and yet I can't fix this to do things. Melvin's birthday is wed- the big 13. Selena is the next wed- she'll be 11. I haven't been able to work so money just not there. My company is getting ruined because I can't drive for long. I attempted to run the whole day yesterday and all I got was four calls done and had to quit. Which I already missed the most busiest time of the month (the first week), and so I took a 700-1000 dollar loss already, plus have missed 2 days at end of Feb, and now still can't get out there and make my money. This month is really going to suck.

I am making requests on Monday to get my records from the doctor that did my original tubal ligation surgery, and then i will be getting all the reports for this ordeal I have been going through. It is not my fault I had to suffer for such an extended period of time, nor is it my fault these doctors are incompitent and couldn't figure out my pain and bleeding, nor is it my fault they failed to do a thorough check each time I ended up at emergency room and they just send me home. Expecially after completing an ultrasound, the doctor told me there was nothing in my tube or uterus. I am finding me an attorney. I repeatedly made attempts to get help and that hospital acted like it was a simple miscarriage or not a real pregnancy and left me to suffer for days on end. If that tube would have burst because they say there was nothing in it I would have died. I am amazed they said there was nothing in it. i saw the pictures after surgery and it was huge, considering I only had a partial tube they didn't even have to look hard( how they missed it I will never know).