Finally gonna get to empty my trunk!!!

Yep I am finally gonna get to get my kids Christmas to them. Saturday at some point anyway. Have had it in and out of my trunk for the past two weeks trying to figure out when and where to get it to them. They will actually be in kirksville this coming weekend to spend time with their old foster family and I am going to be able to steal some of that time. At least long enough for them to get their stuff and hopefully open it with me. Now that is the only part of Christmas that gonna really mean all that much to me this year because the holidays are meant for family and my kids are the only true family I have these days. Borrowing time with Jesse and his family is just that Borrowed! I do appreciate the invites and all but when it come down to it if my kids are not with me what the point. The holidays are just over glorified anyway these last god knows how many years. I could get by without celebrating at all and be good.