Jesse seems to think it will all work out ok

He so very wrong. If it was ever going to work out living with Bi Polar Disorder then it would be working now. Not falling back into relapse of crazy. He the crazy one too- he say I marry you so He can sign me out of the nut hut. Now if that isn't the worst reason I have ever heard for getting married. No I love you, no this is what I was planning in the future or nothing... just i marry you so you have family to get you out. Real nice huh. That what I thought. I would be so stupid to marry the man I do in fact love and would if I could spend the rest of my life with, yet he only want to so I not get locked up in nut hut for the rest of my life they will make me lead. I do not want to marry him for that it is so wrong to marry if you got a man like jesse who not a commitment kind of guy.